Everyday i'm getting closer to the day of graduation and nearer to taking time to drop the bad habits and get back to my optimism! I guess you could say that education acts very much in the way that alcohol does in terms of giving you purposeful motivations and emotions.
It's a catalyst for sure, it begins and progresses in this inverted parabola with excitatory functions of a fascination and childish curiosity for love, life, and all the experiences in between, especially the little ones that leave you staring in a catatonic stupor for minutes and sometimes hours.
At the top of this bubbly curve, is essentially the term where "these are the best moments of your life" is stationed. It waits, like a surprise party with the blur of excitement, glad, and mania just going bananas... like the ones that were left not sliced, but whole in the sundae during late night's with my drunken friends.
Then the excitement is dull... there is a period of somewhere between 1 month and 2 years where nothing seems right, like wearing a dirty t-shirt from days ago; it is stretched and left with a smell of yourself.
Then i'd realize, and speaking frankly to myself one day, "oh hey... your good to go now." Because something is obviously changing.... its like the green grass in the summer
ill get back to this later.
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Way to write from the heart.
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